New Year 2009/1430H

Hati in terdetik seketika..new year lg?that wat i always ask myself.msa berlalu dtg n pergi tp ape yg aku bt within tis 12 months=365 days.oh god..kala ramai org (aku rasa) celebrate new year,aku kat bilik 6th college ni..mcm xde mood nk kemana2 tis year.sedih pun ade sbb xsmpt blk rmh,jmpe mak abah..klu b4 tis smpt jgak blk rmh jeguk mak abah tp thn ni,nk exam..final of final mbbs.lg2 la posting medicine agak busy.so many things to cover.bl sorang2 kat bilik,byk benda yg aku pk,tah la concentration terganggu..awl muharram baru je berlalu 29/12 pastu new year 2009 pulak.dgr radio,tgk tv..byknya org kluar mlm ni celebrate new year..sunyi je blok..jam hbs KL..tibe2 aku terpk ms new year 1430..xramai pulak yg nk celebrate smpi mcm ni.tepuk dada tanya minda n iman.btul ckp saifulislam 'tanggungjwb tanpa cinta adalh beban dan derita'..tanpa cinta pdNya dan Islam..bg yg memahami maksud sume ni,duduk dan fikir ape yg berlaku slame ni.